I am sitting around waiting. I have quite a while before they even finish interviewing people. What should I be doing right now? I can't figure out what I should be doing right now.
I have no job offers at the moment, so looking at Craigslist and local tourism websites could end up twisting the knife, later. Likewise the potential uselessness of planning syllabi and book orders before hatching the chickens, or whatever the phrase is.
And I may not get any offers, so should I plan my contingency plan now? I just don't know.
Maybe I could start packing? Hmm. I don't know what I should be doing.
I do know that if I get rejected for one or both of these jobs, I'll probably bring on all of my health problems/stress attacks again. Sigh. I don't know that there is any way to prepare for that, though.
I'd rent some mindless movies to eat up time but I don't seem to be focusing on anything very well right now.
Gah. Blearhg. Meh.